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| Swing when you see me we can throw them hands up... Stand Up.... |
[28 Feb 2005|10:46pm] |
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yyyoo homes.... its bout 10:30 monday nite and I'm in a good mood!! just got home from the mall and ridin around with k-pimp!! good stuff!! just got a hat and another bag..... not too much of a spree lol.
well went back to school today!! it was nice, I actually was lookin forward to goin back lol. and of course everyone was askin where I was cuz DUH I'm fuckin awesome and everyone loves me and cant live without me!!!!! hellooooooo! lol but ya and actually I didnt end up gettin alotta make up work. 1st per teach wasnt there, 2nd per we only do worksheets and *class discussion* then 3rd I got work and 4th is TV prod ssoo pretty easy!! except I got an essay in English I gotta do.... eeewww but w/e.
can I just say as a word of advice to guys... there is a diff between tryna talk to a girl and hittin on her!! a nice guy talks to you, gets to know ya a bit THEN makes his move in a respectful way...... but bein hit on is just like HEY all up in ur face, which is cool only for flirting not if you lookin for anything more... at least thats how I look at it, I just got to thinkin bout that today for various reasons!!
ssooo yea I seen this guy today who I used to have a lil thing for... which is somethin since he hasnt been at school lately, or maybe he has and I just havent seen him... I dunno but ya def seen him today and he was def lookin good! but then again so is couple other ppls at school lately lol ssooo ya know....
right now I decided I'mma just chill and see what happens as in reference to the whole guy situation... there just so many out there ya never know whats gonna happen. plus, I'm tired of likin a guy and puttin my all into him and ONLY him then have some shit happen and end up I just wasted all that time ssoo from here on out thats only happenin if I'm sure I'm gettin 100% back... all there is to it... period... end of sentence.
k well I'mma go do some shit then get to bed so talk to ya guys later....
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| Ya Body Is Bangin Girl... Dont Leave Me Hangin... So Mami Can You Take It Off... |
[27 Feb 2005|04:20pm] |
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What up playas!!! well I'm VERY happy.... FINALLY FEELING BETTER!!! this week just killed me!! I cant remember the last time I was that sick! Didnt go to school all week so I know I got some major make up work to get done this week since there only 2 more weeks till the end of the semester! but I'm just glad I'm over bein sick!!
So this whole week even tho I been off school I did nothin but lay around and rest!! Friday during the day I THOUGHT I was feeling better but NOPE I was wrong! but then I felt wwaayy better Saturday... was finally able to go out the house!! I was so happy! lol went over to Allyson's with K-pimp to drop our limo money off for prom then ended up goin to the mall with Allyson, Keri and Brittany for a while.
MY BIRTHDAY IS IN LESS THAN 2 MONTHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well to be exact its in 1 month and 23 days... I think??? hhmm well whatever APRIL 22ND!! I'm ssoo excited, that weekend is gonna be fuckin awesome! Cuz my b-day is on a Friday, then the next nite is PROM and we stayin out in Orlando that nite so then Sunday we doin somethin... and then that following Tuesday is the Nelly concert! ssoo it will def be good times!
oh yeaa thats another thing... PROM...ssoo ya know what that means... I'M STARTIN TO LOOK FOR A DATE!! lol as it is right now a whole group of us all goin together, Allyson's mom already got the limo set and Alex's aunt got us with the hotel sso its all comin together!
k well moms is buggin me to go with her to the store ssoo I'm out.... later
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| I Cant Blame You If You Wanna Leave... Cuz I'm Not The Man That I Once Used To Be... |
[21 Feb 2005|03:07pm] |
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yea I'm def sick and it def SUCKS.... I HATE IT!!! it started last week, my throat was startin to hurt ssoo I had a feelin I was bout to get sick. now I'm just all messed up and its kickin my ass. I fell asleep around like 9 last nite and woke up around 2 and I was fuckin FREEZING and shaking like crazy but the heat was on... ssoo that cant be good!! so even tho there no school today, my day hasnt been too exciting. just been layin around, drinkin lotsa water and takin showers!!
this weekend has pretty much been kinda shot since I havent been feeling very well. oohh and yesterday I got out of a $218 ticket... thank god!! we was in Debary drivin on 17-92 and this cop that was comin in the other direction all of a sudden turned around and put his lights on so I knew it was for me. I was like oohh shit cuz I lost my license in Orlando bout a month ago and havent gotten down to get a new one yet. so I thought for sure I was fucked. I was thinkin of tryna outrun him so I turned down this street but of course that street wouldnt have any other streets off of it to turn on so i was like fuck and just pulled over. but luckily the cop was REALLY REALLY REALLY nice and just gave me a warning... needless to say I was happy lol cuz that had potential to be BAD!
aaww.... my doggie is VERY sick... he has cancer :-( and the vet said he has bout 6 mths. its ssooo sad!!! my poor baby.... I was supposed to go with my mom to take him and our other dog to the vet in Gainesville today but I'm just way too sick....
I been gettin headaches alot lately and I'm pretty sure they're from stress!!! I dunno why but it just seems alotta shit goin on and comin up and thinkin bout it all just gives me a headache!! school... friends... guys... my mom... moving... everything... I just gotta chill and say fuck it all, thats bout where I'm at right now...
hm yea ok well I'm feelin sick again so I'mma go lay back down.... later
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| We bout to throw them bows... We bout to swing them things... Its bout to be a WHAT... GIRLFIGHT.... |
[06 Feb 2005|08:49pm] |
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yo playas!! what up!! not too much here, just got home. The superbowl is on but I aint really all that into it this year ssooo I aint watchin. maybe I will for a lil bit later but I doubt it lol. this past week went by ssoo fast its crazy... and now its already sunday nite and its back to school tomorrow... eeww...
Thursday nite was the Chingy & Snoop concert!! hell yea it was ssooo great, I had the best time!! we were ssoo close too... like 3 ppl away from the stage no lie. it was awesome!! Chingy is ssoo fuckin fine lol.... Friday was the Ryan Cabrera concert and that was pretty fun too, but I have to say not as good as Chingy and Snoop lol!!
WE FINALLY GOT OUR NEW HOUSE!! well we picked it out and got our lot and everything so all we gotta do is wait for them to build it!! im ssoo happy, its bout damn time!!! lol... its right around where i live now so it wont be that big of a change at all and I love the house its so nice. I'mma have my own bathroom attached to my room AND a walk in closet which is good cuz dont i know i need way more closet space than i have now!! it's supposed be done sometime around June/July so we can move in during the summer.... YAY!!
well I still got an essay to do thats due in the mornin so I'mma get to workin on that ssssoooo talk to yaz later.... PEACE
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| Its Slim with the Tilted Brim On 20 Inch Rims, Rocked Up Wrist Watch, 6 Inch Timbs.... |
[31 Jan 2005|06:57pm] |
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yyyooo PLAYAS!!!
what up!! havent updated in awhile ssoo here I am....
well def didnt go to school today... I PLANNED on goin but then Kim called and said there was some MAJOR accident so we decided to just skip.... well originally we were gonna go in just for 4th per but nope that def didnt happen so we had a nice day off lol.....
I'M SSOO EXCITED!!! I be goin to 2 concerts this week!! Thursday me and K-PIMP are goin to see Snoop and Chingy at the house of blues!!! HOLLA!!!! lol then Friday we goin with Mariss and Alex to see Ryan Cabrera!!! Its gonna be so great... I cant fuckin wait!!!
last weekend was good times.... Friday nite I hung out with the crew (Me, Kim, Marissa, Alex, Allyson, Keri, Brittany, Charlie and Richard) we went to eat then bowling... it was fun cuz I havent been bowling in forever and I def SUCK at it lol but it was all good, we were just bein crazy and havin a good time... I LOVE ALL THEM DAMN PPL!!! we always have so much fun lol..... then we all went back to Allyson's and chilled for a while... OOHHH YEA... Allyson and Charlie are officially together now...... YAY ALLYSON!!!!! lol.....
Saturday... was out with moms durin the day doin some stuff... then went out to Orlando again... cuz thats our place.. duuhhh lol...... but I fuckin lost my license at City Walk and that SUCKS cuz now I'm drivin around with no license ssoo I better be careful. I'mma go in a few days to go get a new one, but I def wont be telling my mom!! she'll flip a bitch.....
I was doin ssooo great with my *new year, new attitude* thing (lol ya sry kim stole that from you!) I wasnt lettin any shit get to me, wasnt gettin upset over things..... until this weekend.... I got really upset bout a few things cuz I just got to thinkin bout alotta shit and thats never a good idea. but luckily some of my friends helped me out and cheered me up so THANK YAZ!
well I cant think of what else so I'mma go for now.... byeeee
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[21 Jan 2005|10:29am] |
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3. If someone asks you which one is about them, don't tell.
- damn we known each other for a long ass time and def went thru some shit together... its really kinda crazy how we were best friends but now we hardly ever talk anymore since you been gone.... its just weird.... I guess we both got our own separate lives to live now but I know we always gonna be tight
- I miss havin a class with all u guys... it was so much fun.... you boys are just flat out GREAT
- where ya been son!! I havent seen ya around in a long ass time. it sucks we dont talk as much as we used to cuz ur fine as hell lol and i was def startin to feel ya.... I regret never lettin you know that !!
- I hear shit bout you from other ppl that I can see where they comin from.... I dunno bout you sometimes....
- YOU MY GANGSTA BITCH.... lol.... we have so much damn fun together its crazy.... you always lookin out and keep me in line when I need to be and we both now that happens ALOT lol
- met you not too long ago but we got to be pretty cool in a short amount of time... now its diff for some reason, I'm not sure what happened exactly. even tho you can be such an asshole, I gotta admit I miss ya sometimes
- ur cool chicks and i'm glad we been gettin closer this yr.... i'mma miss bein at school wit you guys when I graduate but dont you worry i'mma still be around !! esp if i dont graduate and end up bein class of 06 with ya... lol.... nah j/p.... THAT AINT HAPPENIN!! lol
- ur a just a jealous bitch.... period
- I dont know you all that well really... met thru friends not long ago at all, but there somethin bout you... not sure what it is... ur such a sweetheart and cute too lol..... I would really like to get to know you better....
- I really cant believe how I let you use me and all the shit you put me thru.... thinkin bout it all just makes me sick and I hope to never have anything to do with you ever again...... which is unfortunate I feel that way, but thats how it is
- damn we used to be best friends back in the day, but we slowly been growin apart from each other for a while now.... but its still just like old times when we do hang out... u still crazy lol
- I used to have a thing for ya for a while back.... but now I realize we are better off as friends... I still think ur a great guy tho.... and def hott... lol
- well we had our share of differences i must say... we were friends... then hated each other... then became friends again lol.... ur cool even tho I dont really agree with some of the stuff you do but hey its ur life i aint gonna tell ya what to do
- your one of the sweetest guys i know..... its just the little things that make a big difference.... you always been willing to listen to any problem i got no matter how small or stupid it is and i value ur friendship ssoo much.... i love ya with all i got
- I think we're alot alike in many ways... and thats why I think its easy to talk bout the kinda stuff we do cuz we know where each other is comin from!! life's a bitch but we manage lol.....
- we used to be really close... with our lil group and nicknames lol.... but we slowly drifted apart after you graduated, but hey it happens.... i hope everything is goin good for ya
- you are absolutely crazy but HILARIOUS lol..... i dunno where you come up with it all.... we havent hung out in a while but dont think i've forgotten how fun you are... lol
- your cool and all, but I think sometimes you get too upset bout things... just let the shit go and chill.....
good stuff.... lata playas!!
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| Hey Hey, Stop That Mama.... Cant You See That I'm a East Coast Stunna.... |
[17 Jan 2005|09:14pm] |
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WHAT UP PLAYAS!!!
not too much with me... just got out the shower.... did my STRIP AEROBICS earlier... hell yea STRIPPER BODY most def !!! lol... ugh goin to school tomorrow.... boo !! but this weekend was some good stuff...
Friday - didnt go to school.... I was crazy tired so I was like fuck it and stayed home. even tho I spent the nite before doin this damn essay for nothin apparantly since i ended up not even goin !! but its all good...
went out to citywalk with K-PIMP that nite... saw Coach Carter... GOOD MOVIE PPL.... go see it, no doubt !! these guys gave us passes for free drinks in the club cuz they were leavin.... too bad we couldnt use em since we couldnt GET INTO THE CLUB!!!! ggrr... I swear I cant wait till I'm 18.... the day I turn 18 thats the first thing I wanna do.... GO CLUBBIN !!!
Saturday - went around and did some errands with moms... took my snowy to the vet... then came home and mom got drunk and I slept from like 6 to 11 cuz for some reason I was ssoo tired.... not much for saturday lol
Sunday - went and chilled with K-PIMP at work for a while... played with these lil kids, throwin balls around.... kids fuckin vicious i'm tellin ya.... then went out to Altamonte to get our RYAN CABRERA concert tickets!!! Feb 4th bitches!! then went and walked around the park there for like an hour lol got side tracked with the ducks lol.....
then that nite went back out to Orlando cuz we were pretty much almost there anyways.... went to City Walk again first and yea ouch I'm def an idiot.... totally bashed my head against one of these big thick poles they got while on the moving thingy.... dont ask how.... just know that I'm retarted and it happened lol
We were walkin up by the stage they got there and I noticed that the gate was open to get onto it so I was like hheeeyyy lol and walked out onto the stage.... juss started bein stupid, singin and dancin and shit lol.... this guy kept talkin to us and tellin me to do stuff on the stage and he was startin to creep me out a lil....... but then damn security came after bout 10 min and told me i had to get off.... FUCK THAT... lol dont leave the damn gate open then... but it was all good lol
After that we went to Downtown Disney.... wasnt there long tho cuz it sucks lol....
I CANT WAIT TILL I AM MOTHER FUCKIN 18....... 3 months and 5 days !!! GOIN CLUBBIN!! I just hope I aint disappointed when I finally get to go lol.... I'mma have to have ppl show me where the good ones are!!
k well I'mma go find somethin to eat cuz I'm starvin...... peace bitches.....
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| This. Is. The. Carter... So Hold On To Ya Teenage Daughter... |
[09 Jan 2005|07:21pm] |
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ok its official.... I'm a shopaholic... lol.
yes, went shopping again today!! BUT I should be getting a job soon from my uncle ssoo I figure its ok, on some kind of level... lol... but ya went to the mall with K-PIMP my shoppin buddie lol, got 2 CDs... Lil Wayne and Lil Jon, and a playboy clock and playboy neon lamp thingy since I've decided I'm doin my whole room playboy since I already got a lotta playboy shit and I like it!!
GOT SWITCHED OUTTA SPANISH 3!! I'm in TV prod. 2 now.... hell yea! Friday we were workin on montauges (sp??) so me and Andrea went around and got a whole buncha ppl to do the rockaway for us lol... lean back... lean back... lol ok ya ANYWAYS now we just gotta edit it all together n put it to the music...
saw White Noise last nite... OMFG... freaked the hell outta me. came home and turned every single freakin light on lol no lie. It was just creepy.... NEXT WEEK IS COACH CARTER!!! I really wanna see that cuz ya kno Ashanti be in it and all and I love love love her ssoo ya know....
ok I'm almost sure we FINALLY know whats goin on with us moving!! We know what house we want and are ready for it all, but we just gotta wait a couple weeks till the builders get more lots in so we can pick one and they can start building our new house! they needa hurry up cuz I wanna move lol
I must say I been doin really good with my new years resolutions!! yay! well besides the whole spending money one OBVIOUSLY... but the other ones!! I been workin out, thanks to my STRIP-AEROBICS I be doin lol... I'mma get a stripper body no doubt, just wait and see!! and also I been havin a better attitude bout EVERYTHING lately!! I dont get pissed or upset at the things I used to... which I gotta admit must be better for the ppl around me as well lol. not that I was THAT BAD before but I'm just much more laid back bout shit now.... I prolly did get too pissed at alotta things I shouldnt really have before, who knows, but now its all good.
this year I'm tryna grow up a lil and not be so immature bout alotta things... tryna realize not everything is bout me, and that I dont always know the whole story behind everything so not to stress myself over some shit... 2005 I'm changing for the BETTER... or at least tryin to
I'm tired and got some homework to do so I'mma go... later bias
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WHAT UP PLAYAS!!
not too much here... just got home from school... it takes FOREVER to get out now cuz all the parkin is messed up cuz of that freakin sinkhole... PLUS I have to get up EXTRA early now cuz of the detours and shit... so now it takes me like 10-15 min to get to school instead of the usual 3 min !! grrr but I guess I'll get used to it.....
I have been shopping WAY TOO FREAKIN MUCH lately lol... I really gotta stop that.... at least until I get a job!!
One of my new years resolutions was to stop spending $$$ on things I dont really need..... but I'm just ssoo weak when it comes to certain things... like Victoria's Secret for example.... I spend ssoo much money there its crazy..... so ya that resolution is so totally GONE!
I got these strip-aerobics DVDs... niiccee!! Carmen Electra does em and its like work outs but in the form of striptease routines lol its really interesting.... and it works you out too!! well so it says lol.... one DVD is like cardio and the other is like focusing on parts of ur body... like ur tummy, legs and butt.... exciting lol
ssoo yea went back to school this week... BLAH.... was supposed to go back Monday but nope, definitely didnt.... but I went Tuesday. my classes are alright.... I got English, Government, Liberal Arts Math and Spanish freakin 3
I'm ssoo tryna get outta Spanish 3 tho.... I took Spanish 1 and 2 but barely passed them!! like I'm talkin Cs and Ds... so obviously Spanish is not a strong point of mine so how the hell am I gonna do in Spanish 3!! If I stay in that class I know I'mma fail it and I cant afford to fail anything cuz I need a 2.0 to graduate in may and my GPA right now is just barely above that..... ggrrr. my mom called and bitched bout it then I went to see my guidance counselor today and she gave me a form to get filled out and stuff but said she's not gonna *guarantee* anything ssoo we'll see.....
k well I'mma go do some STRIP-AEROBICS lol.... later everyone
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| Lil Buddie What You Want... Some Violent Shit... Two Steppin Laid Back... Still Wild n Shit... |
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HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!!!!
I hope everyone had a GREAT new years eve cuz I did!! lol it was DEFINITELY a nite...
ssoo around 7ish I went over to Kims for a while since she couldnt go to Marissa's with the rest of us later that nite and I didnt wanna leave her all alone all new years ssoo I went to her house for a lil bit before Marissa's. She was babysitting this lil baby named Tiffany and she was really cute.... except when the lil fucker almost ripped my hair out!!! but ya cute nonetheless... lol
Then Keri and Allyson came over and we sat around and talked for a while till Marissa called to tell us to come over.... ssoo then me, Allyson, Keri, Shannon and her bf Adam all headed over to Marissa's. When we got there Alex of course was already there with Chrissy and Justin...
When we got there we were just chillin at first... then Adam went out and got the drinks from Shannon's car.... and thats when it all started lol.... got kinda carried away... I remember havin a buncha diff flavored shit.. some didnt even taste all that great, but by then I was too outta it to even care really lol. I definitely have to say Me, Allyson and Keri were the worst off outta everyone... we just kept goin and goin lol.
Then when it was almost midnight they dragged us into the house to watch the ball drop and I remember me, Allyson and Keri layin on the floor sayin some really stupid shit lol and everyone tellin us we couldnt drink anymore till midnite and... somethin bout... papa's got a brand new bag ???? hhm ya dunno lol... Marissa was video taping it all so that should be interesting!! and I got pics lol.... thats if someone remembered to get my camera for me lol...
Marissa drove me home in my car... and Alex followed her in hers... while Shannon drove Keri and Allyson to Allyson's with Adam following her... SO SEE EVERYONE... WE WERE SAFE!! NO DRIVING FOR US! When I got home my mom was like "Angela... ur drunk or high or something I know it!!" so ya she knew, but she didnt care that much... she was just happy I didnt drive... oh and I remember bein on the phone with Angelo when I got home cuz someone... I *think* allyson lol... called him from my phone and yea I dunno kinda foggy lol.... but I was talkin to him and I said some pretty crazy shit lol... I was outta it lol...
well ya that was my New Years and I'm SSOO GLAD its 2005!!! NEW YEAR... starting everything off NEW and I like it!! kk well I'm goin to the movies with K-PIMP tonite so I'mma go..... PEACE!
oh yea... ALLYSON AND KERI... PAPA'S GOT A BRAND NEW BAG!! .... everybody sstttooooppp !! lol damn so fuckin great!!
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| So Alone Without You... Where Did You Go... I Miss My Baby Boo... |
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what up playas! I figured I'd change this up a lil bit so changed the background..... to none other than the OH SO SEXY MARQUES HOUSTON!!! god he is GORGEOUS.... just LOOK AT HIM... look at that body... damn makes you wanna... well, I wont say what I'd do to him... lol haha!! gimme him and T.I. together, at the same time... and throw in Nelly too for the hell of it... and I'd die a happy girl lol
but ya anyways just came on to change that... even tho I'll prolly change it again in like a week lol but oohh well works for now! Dont feel like bein on here right now tho so I'mma go.... I'll update sometime later.... PEACE
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| Candles Burnin Low... Lotsa Mistletoe... Lots of Snow & Ice.. Everywhere We go.... |
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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE EVERYONE!!!!
well not much else to say besides I'm excited for Christmas and am enjoying the hell outta break!!! I DONT EVER WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!! ugh, but I guess its ok since I only got bout 5 months left and I'M DONE!! well with high school at least!
I have to say, altho I LOVE the holidays and its such a happy time..... the holidays can also be somewhat depressing.This is only the 2nd Christmas without my daddy... so its still hard sometimes. I dont like talking bout missing him with anybody... I dont really know why. prolly cuz I never wanted to be known as the depressed girl who's daddy died.... so maybe thats why. I mean I know I have ppl who I COULD talk bout it with, but I just choose not to. I guess its still a bit of a touchy subject for me. My mom is alot more open with her feelings bout him being gone than I am... so its hard when I see her upset over it, but I wanna try and be strong to help her out. There's just certain times for me.... dont get me wrong I'm always sad my daddy's not here, but I just mean there's worse times than others.
Its gonna sound bad but I know that I'm the kind of person who likes attention.... not attention like OMG look at her necessarily, but more of like just the feeling of being cared for.... which I think everyone of course enjoys that feeling, but its just I think with me I have the need to feel that more than others. I've noticed it more with guys tho... I think in some way I was so used to getting all this attention from my daddy my whole life, then for him to all of a sudden not be here anymore I look for that attention elsewhere in guys.... and thats why alot of the times I get so upset at things with the guys in my life because my dad set the bar so high that no matter what they do, it seems as tho no guy could ever make me feel as loved and cared bout as my daddy did... It's just so weird and hard to lose one of the ppl who loved you more than anything else in the whole entire world...
but hey what am I moaning about... I know of ppl who HATE their dads and who's fathers treat them like shit... I should be thankful I had such a great and wonderful papa who loved me as much as he did and would do anything just to make me happy.... and believe me I am thankful, ssooo thankful... I just miss him ssoo much and would trade ANYTHING just to have him back here with us...
ok well... now that I got that out... NO MORE SAD STUFF!! its christmas eve... supposed to be HAPPY!!
well I'mma go say bye to my uncle and chill with mi madre... so talk to you guys later
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| You Ride 18's.... We Ride 26's.... |
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what up playas!!!!
I just got up not too long ago.... slept in and it felt good!!
I'm waitin for mama to get home and the realtor to call us cuz we're goin to look at a house today.... this one might be it!!! I'mma be so happy if we like it cuz I'm gettin sick of this house hunting shit... been at it for like almost 2 months straight.... we're picky ppl lol...
... but ANYWAYS ...
Friday nite... went to Allyson's with everyone... FUN FUN!! got all my presents... hehe... Allyson got me candles and a cool candleholder cuz I LLLOOOOVVVEEE candles!!!! Kim got me my pink fluffy really soft pillow OF COURSE lol.... Marissa got me a lil care bear, SECRET bear which I DID NOT have yet!! and the Mean Girls DVD... and Keri gave me some $$$ lol with a care bear beanie... ssoo cute!! THANK YOU ALL FOR MY GIFTS!! I LOVE THEM AND YYYYYYYOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUU!!
I think I did good on my gifts for everyone!! I got Kim the same pillow she got me but in green lol... Marissa got pretty smelly stuff from Victoria's Secret... I got Keri a happy bunny CD locker... and Allyson a white and black playboy bunnie pillow... same one i have lol... BUT marissa ended up gettin her the same pillow but its all good cuz hers was pink and black ssooo yea!
Didnt do much of anything last nite... just took the nite to kinda chill out and watch some movies... it was nice! oohh ya and me and Angelo are friends again, which I'm happy bout... to be completely honest...I didnt like when we werent talkin!!! but were cool now and I'm glad.... just sucks that him and steve are leaving but ya know, gotta do what u gotta do... part of life!
okkkkkkkkkk-k-k well I'mma go get dressed and wait for mama to get home ssooo later!
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| Street F-F-F-F-Fitted Damn.... No Other Way To Put It To Ya Ma'am.... |
[17 Dec 2004|10:54am] |
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NO MORE MOTHER EFFIN SCHOOL TIL JANUARY 3RD!!!!!!!
omfg you got no idea how happy I am!!!! ssssooooo glad this semester is OVER!! no more worryin bout grades or nothin for 2 weeks!!! I'mma start off fresh in January so I dont gotta be freakin out like this at the end of next semester!!
but yea.... just got home a lil while ago. I left after 1st and 2nd period finals. I *think* that I passed all my classes!!
Mrs Stone - Marketing - I'm not really worried bout passing, I prolly got a C in her class.... I SHOULD... if she gives me a D.. oohh no it'll be on......
Spanish - Mrs Sullivan said she *thinks* I had a D before this project I did and so I guess it might depend on how I did on my final today.... but if thats the case then I'm kinda worried cuz I guessed on every single question cuz I didnt know any of the shit and I wanted to hurry up and leave ssooo yea.
Science - Mrs Smith told me I *more than likely* will have a D after I made up like 5 tests after school the other day.... I'mma be really upset if I didnt pass cuz I NEED to pass that class to graduate and it was my THIRD time tryin to make that class up..... took it soph year but was always skippin so failed it, then tried makin it up in compass lab but always goofed off and didnt get my work done, then went to summer school to try one more time to finish it, but got kicked out!!!!!! ssoo yea... BETTER HAVE PASSED IT!!!
Economics - I'm pretty sure I'll pass..... I had like a 62% but I was missing like 3 assignments and I turned those in yesterday and Mrs Koslow said she *might* grade them but I'm pretty sure she will... she's cool
I really hope they aint doin that 2.0 parkin permit thing or else I'm fucked!! I dont think so tho cuz I mean come on how can they check out EVERY single persons grades that drive to school... crazy crazy.....
so yea enough bout school CUZ I'M OUT FOR 2 WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol... ANYWAYS....
I'm celebrating Christmas tonite with mah chicas..... we all goin to Allyson's to exchange presents and things.... I would say what I got everyone BBUUTTT I wanna keep it a secret!!! hehe... It's gonna be me, K-pimp, Keri, Allyson & John and Marissa & Alex..... should be fun times!!
well I just realized I left my cell in my car sssooo I'mma go get that then prolly take a nap so I'll be rested for tonite ssooo PEACE
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| How Could You Let Somebody Lay Where I Lay... How Could You Give Him Everything That We Made... |
[07 Dec 2004|09:13pm] |
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well today was an INTERESTING day I must say!!!
had AE today... GAY SHIT! It was only for one day tho so thats good!! Then after school some major shit went down but I wont get into that......
went shopping today and yesterday... that was fun fun stuff... I love to freakin shop lol
my SR pics are SUPPOSED to be in tomorrow.... I really hope they are cuz I cant wait to get them!!
um yea ok I thought I had more to say but obviously I dont or I just forgot ssoo I'm done... lol
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| She's No You..... You Give Me More Than I Could Ever Want... She's No You... |
[04 Dec 2004|09:05pm] |
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bored as hell right bout now.... sssoooo here I am....
Friday was at Pine Ridge all day doing our presentations. That went really well... really easy. We better be gettin a good grade on this shit for real... or I'mma be PISSED! The whole written part is due this Wednesday sssooo yea we'll see what happens...
last nite... went to the mall with Kim, Angelo & John.... had a lil drama there lol but thats a long story... dont feel like explainin and its over now ssooo ITS ALL GOOD.... then got Steve and we all went to the movies. Me and Kim saw that movie Closer and ya wow.... just wow lol. It was kinda confusing and kinda nasty in some ways.... but I dont wanna ruin it for anyone else who wants to see it!
My SR pics are supposed to be coming in wednesday!!! I'm ssoo excited!! They best not be late!! I started havin this girl on the yearbook staff doin my SR ad and its gonna be really nice.... just need the pictures and it'll be all done!!
well thats bout it... I'mma go find somethin to do ssooo later
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| You Might See Me In The Street... But Nigga You Dont Know Me... |
[01 Dec 2004|04:26pm] |
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bored outta my damn mind right bout now sssooo ya....
went to school today.... found out I have a D in spanish (HELL YEA!) instead of an F so thats good...
got written up AGAIN... thats like the 5th one this semester... teachers are so fuckin gay I swear..... BUT WHATEVER....
Did our presentation at Deland High yesterday... that went well, way easier than I expected. Friday is Pine Ridge... we'll see how that one goes.....
oh and one last thing...
*ATTENTION GUYS*
- S m O k I n G - (cigarettes) is such a TURN OFF... LEMME TELL YOU! It's nasty and disgusting and just ruins the guy's overall appeal.... so boys, no cigarettes please! unless you wanna go find urself a smoker gf then u might be ok cuz you'll prolly cancel each other's smelly-ness out.... so in that case all the more power to u oookkkk....
I like this guy.... but he's definitely a smoker so ya know what... BYE BYE to him!! I personally think it's gross and icky and dont need a bf who has to have a cigarette every 15 min... but thats just me...
i'm out..... later
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| I'm RICH BiTcH... I'm a Fuckin BIG TYMER..... |
[29 Nov 2004|10:56pm] |
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well its like 11 at nite on Monday and I SHOULD be gettin to bed but for some reason I aint tired sssooo here I am lol....
Angelo, Steve and John just left... had to help em out with somethin cuz I'm such a GREAT friend like that... OF COURSE lol....
ya and I DEFINITELY got into a fight with my mom AGAIN tonite.... GGGRRR!!! fuckin Mrs Smith called her tonite while I was gone and told my mom I'm failing and that I always goof off and shit in class.... WHATEVER... get over it bitch.... GGRRR so ya it was not pleasant!!
came home early from school today... nniiicccee... but as soon as I got home me and my mom went all the way out to Palm Coast to look at another model house and we didnt even like it so it pretty much was a wasted trip, but ya kno hey whatever lol. It was too small lookin from the outside, so we're stayin with the house we orginally wanted...
SHANNON HAD HER BABY BOY TONITE!!!!! as soon as I got home from seein the house I went over to Kim's and went with her, Keri, Marissa and Alex to the hospital and got there right after he was born. He's ssooo cute! he looks just like her!! lil baby Evan! I want a freakin baby.... no lie lol... ssoo adorable!
I'm gettin my SR ad tomorrow!!!! I got all my baby pics together and my mom wrote what she wanted and ssoo all I gotta get now is my SR pics back next wednesday and I'm ready to go!!
ok well my mom is bitchin at me... AGAIN... so I'mma get goin.... later
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